BLOOD FLOW
I'm a man. As a man, I'm sexually stimulated and excited visually. Whether or not I should feel ashamed of viewing pictures of naked men, I do it. I look and I enjoy looking. As I do, I feel the blood flowing into my penis causing an erection. Not an unejoyable feeling.
As men, that is what happens, isn't it? Straight men look at women and experience the same erection. Personally, the female of our species doesn't do that for me.
My sex life is vicarious; I don't "hook-up" nor do I have sex with other men; neither am I in love. I'm really not sure that I want to be or do that.
But for better or worse, in embarrassment or shame, I do look at men. Why? I think the male body is beautiful. I am sexually attracted to men. As I look at men and appreciate the male form, the blood rushes into my penis. I get erect; I get a hardon. I'm not sure where the term "hardon" started, but as a guy with a penis I know what it means and how it feels.
My dick doesn't define me; after all, I often wake up in the morning with an erect penis (a hardon) but that really doesn't have anything to do with sex. It's just a part of male biology. Then when I do what I do, looking at men, the blood leaves my brain and flows into my penis; my penis becomes erect. A naked woman doesn't cause the same effect to my body.
But I'm a man and the physical desires happen to me. All that blood flow into my penis and erection and sexual desire and ache for sexual release doesn't make me a "freak".... it just makes me a man.
So I, as they say, take matters into my own hand.
Because love and sex do not mean the same thing, in the absence of romantic love in my life I'll masturbate (jack-off) when the urge strikes me and compels me to do so. Do I sometimes miss human touch; touching and feeling another and being touched by another? Well, I’ve got my moments.
There are times when I wish I were more comfortable meeting men, hooking-up. Sexually, though, I guess I’m pretty shy. I’m often uncomfortable with my body and physical appearance. I mean if I had the physique of an athlete, I’d be naked right now. But, alas, I don’t look like a catalog underwear model. Then again, MOST of us don’t. However, it seems THAT is what many want.
Here’s the thing: it’s quite a risk to my self-esteem to be rejected physically. I’m not "hung like a horse" but I think my "little guy" is very pretty. No, my "wee willy winkie" isn’t all that much when soft; but when the blood flows and rushes, it fills out quite nicely. Oh I’m nothing like the guys in porn whose dicks look like baseball bats, I’m just an average man. I’m a "grow-er" not a "show-er."
I’m having a little trouble concentrating right now; all the blood is leaving my brain. Guess where it’s going. It’s a good thing I’m wearing sweatpants without underpants; less constriction. See, THIS is why I don’t want a laptop computer; it would just be too difficult to type. It’d be like a seesaw.
Yes, the blood is flowing. I think I’ll go treat my body like an amusement park then take a nap.
BLOOD FLOW
I'm a man. As a man, I'm sexually stimulated and excited visually. Whether or not I should feel ashamed of viewing pictures of naked men, I do it. I look and I enjoy looking. As I do, I feel the blood flowing into my penis causing an erection. Not an unejoyable feeling.
As men, that is what happens, isn't it? Straight men look at women and experience the same erection. Personally, the female of our species doesn't do that for me.
My sex life is vicarious; I don't "hook-up" nor do I have sex with other men; neither am I in love. I'm really not sure that I want to be or do that.
But for better or worse, in embarrassment or shame, I do look at men. Why? I think the male body is beautiful. I am sexually attracted to men. As I look at men and appreciate the male form, the blood rushes into my penis. I get erect; I get a hardon. I'm not sure where the term "hardon" started, but as a guy with a penis I know what it means and how it feels.
My dick doesn't define me; after all, I often wake up in the morning with an erect penis (a hardon) but that really doesn't have anything to do with sex. It's just a part of male biology. Then when I do what I do, looking at men, the blood leaves my brain and flows into my penis; my penis becomes erect. A naked woman doesn't cause the same effect to my body.
But I'm a man and the physical desires happen to me. All that blood flow into my penis and erection and sexual desire and ache for sexual release doesn't make me a "freak".... it just makes me a man.
So I, as they say, take matters into my own hand.
Because love and sex do not mean the same thing, in the absence of romantic love in my life I'll masturbate (jack-off) when the urge strikes me and compels me to do so. Do I sometimes miss human touch; touching and feeling another and being touched by another? Well, I’ve got my moments.
There are times when I wish I were more comfortable meeting men, hooking-up. Sexually, though, I guess I’m pretty shy. I’m often uncomfortable with my body and physical appearance. I mean if I had the physique of an athlete, I’d be naked right now. But, alas, I don’t look like a catalog underwear model. Then again, MOST of us don’t. However, it seems THAT is what many want.
Here’s the thing: it’s quite a risk to my self-esteem to be rejected physically. I’m not "hung like a horse" but I think my "little guy" is very pretty. No, my "wee willy winkie" isn’t all that much when soft; but when the blood flows and rushes, it fills out quite nicely. Oh I’m nothing like the guys in porn whose dicks look like baseball bats, I’m just an average man. I’m a "grow-er" not a "show-er."
I’m having a little trouble concentrating right now; all the blood is leaving my brain. Guess where it’s going. It’s a good thing I’m wearing sweatpants without underpants; less constriction. See, THIS is why I don’t want a laptop computer; it would just be too difficult to type. It’d be like a seesaw.
Yes, the blood is flowing. I think I’ll go treat my body like an amusement park then take a nap.